My Dark Days

There are days where I struggle. Mentally, emotionally and even physically. I question how will I continue my life with my conditions. Lately I spend more time crying than actually living. I’m fortunate enough to Nanny a little girl but despite the cute moments. I find myself in dark places. It’s hard to stay happy…

It’s been a year.

A year ago in April I was diagnosed with a disease that changed my life. This disease is known as Lupus. It’s been a big weight that has been planted on my shoulder, and i’m not afraid to admit that it’s been tough and a hard fight so far. For those who may not know…

Update 2.0

The last I’ve updated you, I told you all my grandmas surgery went great in June! Since then she has went to a lot of doctors appointments and has had a lot more tests done. They found another lobe and in 2 to 3 months it doubled in size. She recently has had another surgery…

My Favorite Comedians

“I wasn’t a ‘hot chick’ in high school. I was ‘funny’ and a tomboy and probably a little uncomfortable with my amazing boobs” Iliza Shlesinger Hanging over in your seat dying from laughter, tears rolling from your eyes, snot running down your nose is the best way you want to spend your friday night. You…

It’s That Time Of Year Y’all.

I feel as if I have been doing a lot of “Review” like posts lately. So lets just sit down and talk.  As were nearing the end of November, the christmas spirit is being stirred up. Stores are stocking for christmas, businesses are decorating. People at home are decorating. I know my mom is one…

I Have a Youtube Channel XD

So I have a youtube channel. It’s a gaming channel that I started with my best friend over a year ago. We only used to do Sims4 videos but starting today we began doing other games/things on our channel. I don’t usually talk about my channel. Not a lot of people including some family know…

My Boyfriend 2018

So in a few weeks I will have my 9 month anniversary with my boyfriend. Funny and awkward enough my new boyfriend is also named Matthew. No this wasn’t planned. I never intended to fall in love with a boy named Matthew. Not after my last experience with a boy named Matthew. Yes I said…

Update

So the last time I posted about my family I was giving insight on my grandma. So it’s now been four weeks since her operation and she is doing fantastic! She is healing greatly and now she can drive again. I’m so happy now. It’s been a long journey and process but things are moving…

I feel So Behind.

Hello everyone! I havent posted in weeks and I feel like im behind on like keeping this updated. So much has happened within the last month that I have been running around looking like a chicken with my head cut off. So back in may my mom got a terrible tooth infection. She got prescriptions…

Sometimes I’m Forgetful and It’s Annoying.

Have you ever just been relaxing enjoying the free time you have and you realize. You totally forgot to do something important. Like homework, or something work related. Well I totally forgot to blog all this week. Work has had me busy that I forgot to blog. Sad face. So here I am sitting listening…